she's perfect / What i feel.

Well, this is story about my best friend. Like everyone says, she's pretty she's got everything..not like me..we've been best friend since primary 3.i am faithful to her. i judge her with all her behaviour. just to make sure she's really a girl.till now, my heart sinking very slowly. look at her,i wish i could just tell her what feel all of this years! I'm jealous. but it doesn't make any sense! she just don't get it! I'm angry! I'm disappointed! I'm totally not go
nna waste my time hanging around and pretend she is right!i have to find a way.. to make her realise. OMG! what am i to her!? am i such a dufus just to make sure she's right all the way!? NO WAY!


what does it feels like to be heart broken?! i'm sitting at home thinking how to make everything back to normal. why is so hard to me!? can someone or somebody tell me what is going on with all this peoples!? i just don't get fact that somebody is trying hard to control my life! am i being controled?! hello?!