i can't live without my friends..

I can't live without my frens..it is bcos they meant
alot to me..and i can't lose them bcos of my stupid attiude. I'm tired of rumors and lies..i dun want it to be this way...ya..like..HELLO!?! can anybody understand the feelings that i had!? anybody!? i'm just afrid of who might i be one day later..i don't wanna change..i love this life..this is me..this is real..i'm exactly who i'm suppose to be..i've broken by all kind of heartbreakers! they were all stupid assed-holes!! to me, i'll take them as my revenge..some of them i set them free..but others..they're still lock in my deep darkest heart..
i can be anything..i can be too emotional..i can be funny i can even be crazy! but i will do it if it's nessecary..but there's sumthing in my mind right now.."How could they break my fucking heart and still say that i am their freinds!?". that's what my mind is thinking of right now. haizz..weird pupils..