I'm so sorry ..

I'm so sorry that i scold u for no reason...actually i'm mad at someone else..please don't get me wrong..i'm terribly sorry...i'm sorry Syawal..i can't control my anger that's why...you know how much i love u..i love u with the firing red..i'm sorry..please don't be mad easily..what ever i do..it reminds me of you..i can't forget u day and night i kept thinking of someone that i love so much..and it is you Syawal..u know u are lucky to have a girl like me..and i am lucky to have a guy like u....u make me laugh everytime when i'm sad..u make me smile everytime i cried...u're everything to me..although i'm writing this...i know u wouldn't know..u're different then the other guy who i use to know...no one had ever understand my feelings..but you..u do understand everything about me..Syawal..please don't leave me behind...i need u..u are the only one can save my life from the heart of darkness...i'm writing this with a tears flowing...i love u Syawal..so much...