MY loneliness ain't killing me no more..

Right now..i feel so bad that i kept thinking negative things..
I feel like someone is gonna leave me one day..but i'm not sure who..
I know i'm a complete failure!
I failed my PSLE twice and get sent to ASSUMPTION PATHWAY SCHOOL
I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me!?
I tried to let go my feelings to him...
but he'll never be there...
I know that he's so damn happy because he had pass his PSLE!
until he commented so many pupils at Friendster about it..
It's like...i dunno what to say la..it's just hurt..
Seeing my bestfriend cried yesterday...is enough...
How can i leave someone that i love so much!?
I still need them...
but where are they..?
I'm on my own now...
My loneliness ain't killing me no more....no more!!!!