Seriously Mad

I am so!!!! mad today!!! this is soooo damn bad that i couldn't take it anymore!!! i'm in a serious shit!! i had miss him so damn bad and there's this girl who's totally like him too had just make me feel so bad and jealous! i feel like throwing myself! and what the hell is he doing right now!? i've been messaging him and he still doesn't reply! i feel like i'm talking to a wall! ugh!! i'm so stress that i cried so badly...why can't anyone understand the feelings that i had?! i've been so damn sad and no one cares! i'm such a dufus thinking that i'm invisible!! well fine! if they think i am! fine! do it your way! who the hell cares!? shitt!! i miss him sooo much!!!!!!